
Every wayfarer was a “clock”. Old woman used to sit front of door for hours, waiting for “clocks”. Then she would ask: “What time is it?”
- 6 PM
- Exactly 6 o’clock?
- Nope, 5 min to 6 o’clock.
- Ah ok!
“Clocks” were people. But If once you went across that alley, the old woman would be still the old woman. That “What time is it?” question would be a common question for you, a question that could be asked in every other moments, by everyone.Was not that much important to mind it. But after awhile, 2nd time, 3rd time, when for everytime the question would be repeated in your mind, the old woman could not be the old woman. She would be a very old woman, who has asked for years: “What time is it? Exactly?”
The Old woman used to say that “Exactly” word with such a feeling, no poet could say for his beloved. The old woman, the woman old being..
I used to go through that alley, Everyday and night pass by the alley. To go to work, to come back home. Everyday and night, I was one of those “clocks” to be asked. I was free for I never have my watch or clock with me. I never gauge time. So my answer was always clear that “I don’t mind time.”
Yet like me, when you hear the question for thousands, the question becomes question for you. It comes to be true, to be real. Then you go behind the question. And forever there is a neighborhood out there, the old one in the alley, who is wall to wall of question, who has the answer into his heart. The neighborhood said to me: “Poor woman, she is waiting for her husband. He was working on railway. One day he went and never came back. Later we found out he had died in that day. Yet the poor woman doesn’t believe. She is waiting for him, waiting for time of 6 PM, the time he would come back..”
There are years I have not passed by the alley. I went to other alley, to other street, to other city, to other country. Yet the old woman is sitting there. Yet she is there, into that alley, front of that door. Yet every wayfarer is a “clock”.
“What time is it Exactly?..”
And she says that “Exactly” word with such a feeling, no poet could say for his beloved. No matter what, I believe her. I know he will come back one day, into that alley toward her at 6 PM. Exactly at 6 o’clock..





September 9, 2007 at 1:06 am
How sad. Though I thoroughly believe good people are reunited with their families in the afterlife, they will meet again : )
September 9, 2007 at 1:31 am
Ashi,
Thank you darling, That’s what i wanted to say here.. I also believe what you believe. For true lovers, there is a sweet reunion in the hereafter..
September 9, 2007 at 7:05 am
Beautiful photo and lovely text. Beautiful!
September 9, 2007 at 9:23 am
Timeless time:)
Very nice Shahrzad!.
September 9, 2007 at 3:08 pm
Thats so sad, poor woman
September 9, 2007 at 10:34 pm
As salaam alaikum.
This is a very insightful post.
Jazakallahu khairn,
nuh ibn
September 10, 2007 at 3:05 am
So sad. People can be so in love that they lose it when they lose a loved one. It doesn’t sink in. I’ve seen this happen with members of my family.
Insh’Allah Allah will reunite them in the Hereafter.
Still, I don’t think people should get so caught up with other people that they lose their mind if that person is taken. People die. It’s just the circle of life, Allah takes people as He wills. It’s a big trial and test for us to figure out how to pick up the pieces and move on with our lives. Insh’Allah a test that if we pass will come many rewards.
I believe there is a hadith that says Allah asks the angel of death about his slave and the angel says I took his most beloved from the world and then Allah says and how did he react. The angel says by praising You. Then Allah says to build him a house in paradise and it will be called the House of Praise.
So, it’s really hard to get past it but comes with huge rewards. mash’Allah
September 10, 2007 at 8:44 am
That was a lovely piece. Somewhat sad but still great. When I first read it I thought about Shahrzaad the Physicist.
September 12, 2007 at 3:06 am
Wow, insightful story indeed. I agree with what Umm Yusuf has mentioned about death.
It is part of life indeed.
Thanks sis for posting this entry.
September 13, 2007 at 10:37 pm
i enjoyed reading this. and ramadan mubarak! btw, my farsi is terrible.
September 14, 2007 at 10:13 am
Extremely well written and really beautiful……..one of those stories which fold you into them……and you lose track of “time”