Forgive Me Forever

You shaked your hand for me. I came close and kissed you:”Are you going?” You smiled:”Yes sweetie. good bye.” Good bye? My heart was feeling worried. You would never say “Goodbye”. Would you? Passing the stairs joyful, Your shinning eyes watched me for the last. For a moment, I closed my eyes.

Gazing you from the window, your car was getting away. After that? I dont know. I heard a long brake, a crash and my heart ripped into pieces.

For awhile, i could not believe. You were front of me and i was calling you to know if you’ve arrived. I could not believe that was your car in that accident. I didnt want to believe you were in that demolished car. I didnt want to believe you would die.

Time passed untill somebody shaked me up. I woke up from the fantasy i was in. That was your car indead. I could not cheat me anymore. Dressing up quickly, i found out me in the street. In the middle of crowdedness. Too many people around, hearing the crash, they had come out to see what’s the story.

My scarf was flying in the air, i could no more control it on my head. I just took it with hands, looking for you. You had said me goodbye. Goodbye? My heart was feeling worried. You would never say “Goodbye”. Would you?

The time, i saw your hand laying on the door of car, i followed it slowly to your shoulder, to your neck, to your cheeks, to your nose, to your forehead, to your blue eyes. After that? I don’t know. I just remember i was kissing. I was kissing all what i followed to see.

My hands was tied around your neck. Your face was calm as ever, even if my eyes had taste of the salty water, which was raining like the clouds in the spring.

You were holding me in your warm arms, i was crying such a baby. Your demolished car front of my eyes was getting obscure. I was between your arms, when you even wasn’t injured a little. Thanks God, Thanks God. The car was almost like a wrinkled box, but your were healthy and alive.

That was such a miracle that we have you once again. Valentine Day could turn to be bitter. But God has mercy on us. God knows, Shahriar and i love you from bottom of our heart. Everywhere we go, always appreciate your support and kindness. You were our best friend and We know how much your love is unconditional and true.

We’ll have our own home soon, and i want you know that i thank you for bringing me to earth, showing me the devine love of the heavens, for always being there for me. I tried my best not to be an ignorant girl for you, but forgive me if a few times i offended you.

Forgive me Mom, Forgive me.. That i don’t deserve your LoVe.. For You’re Lady of the sun.. But I was blind to see the miracle of your presence.

Forgive me, That you are glowing and I closed my eyes.. Forgive me Mom, That You’ve brought me up the best and i’m going away to make my own family. But i want you to know that my love to you will never end..